About me
Integrative Transformation is not a concept I invented. It is a description of my own path. Not in the sense of a goal, but as a continuous movement between order and disorientation, between finding and losing, between clarity and not-knowing. Transformation has never been linear for me, but a repeated willingness to meet what shows itself.
Early experiences taught me to attune to spaces, people and what remains unspoken. This fine perception was something I could do naturally for a long time, without language for it. Over time, it became a capacity that could carry weight. I live in Germany and come from a multicultural family background. I have lived in different places and feel at home in both the German and English language.
Along this path, there were formative experiences with illness, with inner and outer limitations, with power and dependency dynamics — particularly in narcissistic fields. Marriage and motherhood were major thresholds in my life — rich in deep closeness and responsibility, and at the same time confronting in relation to roles, self-understanding and patriarchy. Not everything could be resolved; much could only be recognized, held and newly ordered.
My professional clarity did not appear as a decision, but as a convergence of what was already present: fine perception, resonance capacity, analytical sharpness and the ability to offer orientation within complex inner landscapes. For a long time, this capacity had no name and no place. Much remained searching movement.
Turning toward my current work was not a career plan. It emerged from a growing coherence between what had always been effective within me and an outer resonance that gradually formed in response. Self-employment, working with people, opening spaces for clarification and resonance were less a design than a remembering of what was my own.
»The work of the soul requires patience, persistence, and the willingness to listen.«
— Clarissa Pinkola Estés —
My work is shaped by a reliable clarity in recognizing what is essential — not as knowledge or answers, but as the ability to perceive inner orders, dynamics and points of fracture in their essence.
I work with people who stand at transitional thresholds: reflective, situated within demanding life, relationship or work contexts, and willing to open to deeper clarification. People who sense that being truly seen — recognized and understood in what is essential — brings inner order and restores the ability to act.
I meet people with deep empathy and a clear view of their inner essence — of what is inherent in them and becomes visible in moments of transformative clarity. From this recognition, development emerges when what is one’s own finds its place in life.
